Monday, May 30, 2005

Monday, Monday
Dude, this guy just walked by my house carrying a thing of flowers, I thought they were going to be for me but no luck. So, it's Monday, Memorial Day. A day that everyone is supposed to have off. I don't, and that sucks. But I have tomorrow off, so that should be good times. Ok, I am going to be completely honest right now. I am homesick. And not just a little bit, but there hasn't been a day that has gone by in the past 2 weeks where I haven't cried. I just miss people. I miss having a ton of friends who laughed at me, and valued me. I miss being new. I miss motherly love and compassion, I miss being tortialled and throwing weiners at people's condos. I miss not having to prepare meals and not being the first one up in the morning. I miss not being able to go to the beach when it's sunny, I miss not seeing the news anchors in the grocery store, I miss good strawberries, slip n slides, tri tip, family, orcutt burger breakfast, and so many other things. I feel like my heart is broken. I want this feeling of lonliness and emptiness to go away, but I don't know how to make it. Guys, this sucks.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

Finals are Over!!
And I can't tell you how happy I am. I still like school and all, but man, these past few weeks have been so crazy. First of all, I started my job at applebee's. It's way cool and all but it was hard to do both jobs and school too. Last week was the worst. It definitley taught me that there's no way I can do that in the fall. Crystal just left to go take her last final- when she gets home, we're gonna pop open a bottle of Martinelli's. Good times. Both Jamie and Crystal are going home tomorrow. That will be weird to be home alone. Good thing I'll have work to keep me occupied. So it's gonna start getting hot here. Next week it's supposed to be in the 90's. That will be fun. Maybe I'll go in the pool, Jamie always tries to get me to go in the pool but I never want to because ducks swim in it and it's really cold. But I think I can make an exception if it's going to be 90 degrees. Happy summer!

Monday, May 16, 2005

Reminders
So, I just kind of feel like God is trying to remind me of some things. First of all, I think He's trying to remind me that He is my first love. There's a lot going on in life right now. I just feel like laying down and not getting up for like 4 days. That would be awesome! It's finals week. I feel so unprepared. We'll see how I do. I made a song up about Archaeology today, it was to the tune of 1-2 Step by Ciara. Pretty funny. Well, I'm really tired and I need to go to sleep. But I just wanted to update my blog and let all of you know that I care about you. Peace out!

Monday, May 09, 2005


Me in my Applebee's uniform. "I'm dead sexy!" Posted by Hello
The Thunder Rolls
Yup, it's raining here in Sacramento. The good thing is, there is also thunder and lightning. I love it! I had a great weekend. Austen graduated, it was good times. I got to hang out with the Hough's and Steve. Oregon was so beautiful! Everything was green. It was nice.
Ugh, I just got the mail. I seriously get so many credit card applications. It's so dumb. And I hate how they are so hard to rip up because they always put that fake card in there, come on, you guys know what I'm talking about. So, I start working at Applebees tonight. I am so nervous! I know it will be fun though, especially because I get to work with one of my friends from Hume Lake. Good times.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Lots of Excitement
Where do I start? I got my haircut, I really like it. And Michael, I am not being a dumb girl, I just needed a change. And come on, it looks hot! I went to a River Cats game for free. I had never been to a baseball game before and Renee had some free tickets, so I went! It was soooo fun! I want to go again and again. The only kind of lame thing was the absence of the hot peanuts guy. I was looking forward to hearing him say,"Get your peanuts!" Too bad. The semester is almost over. I have 3 papers to write this week.... not looking forward to it. Oh well, you gotta do what you gotta do. My buddy Stephanie threw Lori a b-day party. It was way fun! We had a bbq and played Cranium. We even watched the intense Kings game, even though they lost. Dum. Something crazy happened yesterday, Crystal and I went for a run on the river trail, but we decided to go in seperate directions and meet in the middle. So, I'm running for a really long time, I pass the halfway mark and get home again. When I got home, I called out for Crystal and she didn't answer.
So, I freaked out and got on my bike to go look for her. I rode my bike so fast around the river. I was almost home and I saw her walking. She had gotten lost! I was so happy to see her. I thought she got kidnapped or something. By the end, I was so sore and tired. I went home an ate a thing of Ben and Jerrys. Godd thing I had all of that exercise. :o)
I can't wait for Thursday. Mother Hen and Father Hen (the Houghs) are going to come to Sac and pick me up to go to Austen's graduation. Yippie! Also, I start Applebees on Wednesday. Good times. I am so excited for the summer. Even though it's going to be flippin' hot here, it's going to be a fun summer. And everyone that is reading this needs to share in the fun. In conclusion, I love baseball now, I have short hair, I'm going to Oregon this week, school is almost over, and my muscles are huge! Haha :o) Have a good week guys.

Fun at the game Posted by Hello

The River Cats in action Posted by Hello

Cotton candy monsters! Posted by Hello

The field where the River Cats play Posted by Hello