Random Visit
This weekend, Tani came to visit! Yay! We had lots of fun touring Old Sacramento and getting handed random fliers that say, "Does God Love You?" on them. We also had a mexican fiesta, went to the OG, watched scary movies, drove to Sonic to get root beer floats and cherry lime-aide, went to the thrift store, went to the mall, and some other fun stuff. Thanks for coming Tani, it was a blast and a half! We were going to watch the Rob Zombie movie "House of 1000 Corpses, but we started it and we just couldn't watch it. That was a waste of $2.99. So, if anyone wants to watch it and return it to Hollywood video for me, you are more than welcome to.
I am really excited right now because tomorrow night, Crystal and I are going to the Winchester Mystery House! It's going to be soooo scray! But, we'll be cool. I can protect us. Happy Halloween!!!!
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Sunday, October 23, 2005
I Love Fall
Seriously, I can't get enough of this season. The weather is cooling down, it might even be time for a little fire in the fireplace, the hot tea and coco are coming out of the pantry, I can wear warm clothes again, and the leaves are changing. And some other things are changing too. The new plan? Leaving Sacramento in December, moving home for a semester, and then going to a Christian school in the Fall. Haha, the Fall. I'm pretty excited about it, I must say. Even though I will miss my Sacramento friends. Sometimes I feel kind of loserish when I say, "I'm moving back home" but oh well. I know I'm not a loser, and that this is the best thing. And it's not like I'm 30, I'm only 22. Like how I'm trying to justify this? :o) I guess I just miss people, and familiarity, and other stuff. So, there you have it. Time for me to go to work.... love you guys!
Seriously, I can't get enough of this season. The weather is cooling down, it might even be time for a little fire in the fireplace, the hot tea and coco are coming out of the pantry, I can wear warm clothes again, and the leaves are changing. And some other things are changing too. The new plan? Leaving Sacramento in December, moving home for a semester, and then going to a Christian school in the Fall. Haha, the Fall. I'm pretty excited about it, I must say. Even though I will miss my Sacramento friends. Sometimes I feel kind of loserish when I say, "I'm moving back home" but oh well. I know I'm not a loser, and that this is the best thing. And it's not like I'm 30, I'm only 22. Like how I'm trying to justify this? :o) I guess I just miss people, and familiarity, and other stuff. So, there you have it. Time for me to go to work.... love you guys!
Monday, October 10, 2005
Worth
Why is it that we get such a messed up view of where our worth really lies? Some think that their worth is in their bank account, some in their family, some in their popularity, and some in their education. Why do I feel like I'll be woth more when I have a degree in my hands? And why do I feel worthLESS without it? That is so messed up! Who makes us believe these lies? I know for certain that the only worth I have in my whole being is Jesus. The new heart He placed in me when I committed my life to Him, His Holy Spirit inside of me, He validates me. He is my worth. Why can't I just accept that? I believe it, and I want to aceept it, I even act like I accept it, but I live like I don't. I always feel like me, myslef alone, just isn't enough. I always have to concentrate on something that I'm good at so that I don't feel worthless. It happens all of the time, and then I need someone else to agree that I'm good at it. I'm sure Crystal gets tired of me trying to get her to validate my worth, at least she does a good job. But at the end of the day, I don't believe any of it. I don't believe that I'm really excellent at anything. And I tell myself that Jesus holds my worth, trying to console myself. I don't know what I'm saying, this is just a bunch of rambling I suppose. I just wish I could get rid of the world's influence on my thinking, and accept the fact that I am the Lord's- He is all that matters.... not very easy.
Why is it that we get such a messed up view of where our worth really lies? Some think that their worth is in their bank account, some in their family, some in their popularity, and some in their education. Why do I feel like I'll be woth more when I have a degree in my hands? And why do I feel worthLESS without it? That is so messed up! Who makes us believe these lies? I know for certain that the only worth I have in my whole being is Jesus. The new heart He placed in me when I committed my life to Him, His Holy Spirit inside of me, He validates me. He is my worth. Why can't I just accept that? I believe it, and I want to aceept it, I even act like I accept it, but I live like I don't. I always feel like me, myslef alone, just isn't enough. I always have to concentrate on something that I'm good at so that I don't feel worthless. It happens all of the time, and then I need someone else to agree that I'm good at it. I'm sure Crystal gets tired of me trying to get her to validate my worth, at least she does a good job. But at the end of the day, I don't believe any of it. I don't believe that I'm really excellent at anything. And I tell myself that Jesus holds my worth, trying to console myself. I don't know what I'm saying, this is just a bunch of rambling I suppose. I just wish I could get rid of the world's influence on my thinking, and accept the fact that I am the Lord's- He is all that matters.... not very easy.
Sunday, October 09, 2005
Monday, October 03, 2005
Weekend Away
This weekend I went to Bodega Bay with Stephanie, Lori, Greg, and Abigail. It was an interesting time. I was kind of a bum for the weekend (meaning I wasn't really interested in doing anything productive) but it was cool. I felt bad sometimes because I'm usually bouncing off the walls trying to get people to do something, but I just wanted to chill. So I did. Lately, I've been listening to some of my older friends say, "If I could go back I would..." and then I ask, "What would you do different?" So I decided that I am going to learn from these examples, and do the things that I know are right and true so that when I'm older I will be able to say, "I wouldn't do anything differently if I could go back." Honestly though, I think everyone wishes they would have done something differently when they were a young lad. So I think I'm just gonna keep doing what I'm doing. I'm listening to a CD that my good buddy Michael made me right now, it is cracking me up!!!! That lucky kid is in the Big Apple right now, well tomorrow.
Crystal is coming home from school soon and we're going to go to Starbucks to get a Pumkin Spice Latte. I think I changed my favorite season from summer to fall. Wow, the Golden Girls theme song just came on from Michael's CD, hilarious. Anywho, I don't think I have anything else interesting to say at the moment. Let me think..... actually I do have some changes to report... #1-I like chinese food, especially orange chicken. #2-I like Disney songs. #3-I am starting to like musicals. Big changes are happening in Sacramento. :o) The end.
This weekend I went to Bodega Bay with Stephanie, Lori, Greg, and Abigail. It was an interesting time. I was kind of a bum for the weekend (meaning I wasn't really interested in doing anything productive) but it was cool. I felt bad sometimes because I'm usually bouncing off the walls trying to get people to do something, but I just wanted to chill. So I did. Lately, I've been listening to some of my older friends say, "If I could go back I would..." and then I ask, "What would you do different?" So I decided that I am going to learn from these examples, and do the things that I know are right and true so that when I'm older I will be able to say, "I wouldn't do anything differently if I could go back." Honestly though, I think everyone wishes they would have done something differently when they were a young lad. So I think I'm just gonna keep doing what I'm doing. I'm listening to a CD that my good buddy Michael made me right now, it is cracking me up!!!! That lucky kid is in the Big Apple right now, well tomorrow.
Crystal is coming home from school soon and we're going to go to Starbucks to get a Pumkin Spice Latte. I think I changed my favorite season from summer to fall. Wow, the Golden Girls theme song just came on from Michael's CD, hilarious. Anywho, I don't think I have anything else interesting to say at the moment. Let me think..... actually I do have some changes to report... #1-I like chinese food, especially orange chicken. #2-I like Disney songs. #3-I am starting to like musicals. Big changes are happening in Sacramento. :o) The end.
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